My head is killing me. Augh. But Olympics... I don't want to sleeeeeep we have Olypiiiiiiiiiics...
Went up to Austin, put in applications. Realized I don't have the money to put in the apartment application this week, so I'll have to wait until next week. I spoke with managers at both Half Priced Books and BookPeople, making sure to point out while I am full time at Borders, given the economy, I realize I may need to go part time and possibly work two jobs. Also, that I'm not afraid of long hours or messes, since I work the freaking kids section. I think I might get the Half Priced Books job, actually. They always need people at that location, apparently. I'll call when the hiring manager is back.
I'm tired of the bullshitting people have given me. My father pissed me off today with sounding like I'm thinking of moving without a single thought as to what I'll need to do (yeah, I realize Borders may not transfer me. That's why I'm looking at other jobs. And I didn't just pick an apartment randomly. We looked around, at the areas around them, and chose from there). And Queenie... she once said she won't keep someone on her friends list that will hurt her or her friends. I have to push her away on that same idea. Allowing someone to feel validated for harassing players for their choice of who to play, and not even addressing the valid concerns of the said harassed players... no. I don't feel comfortable at the Tales of Dressing Room anymore because the ones harassing us know they can go to Queenie and use her to make us feel even more uncomfortable. I lost all respect then, and I can't have fun anymore. That was all I wanted to do at ToDR. Have fun. But having characters tell us for no discernable IC reason to get out just because the player doesn't like the character... and seeing Queenie turn around and say it's our fault... no. I'm going to a place where I can have fun without feeling like I'll be harassed. I used to love Queenie... but this... no. She has never learned. And if someone isn't willing to listen or even try to learn from their past mistakes, well, I'm NOT going down with them. Ashley and Sarah tried that before. It nearly killed me.
Final Fantasy IV DS ate my soul. I love this so much. It's just... eeeeeeeeeeeee. I remember now why I love this game. And with voice acting at the crucial points... ow, Tellah... I'm way overlevelled right now. I totally didn't mean to be, either. I was looking at an FAQ, it said to be at level 39-41. I was all "FUCK. Rosa's at 33." So I started grinding, moaning to anyone who'd listen "I hate grinding so much..." And then I realized that was for the NEXT (Rubicante. AUGH NO CAN I SKIP HIM?) boss fight. This one... wanted about level 36. Which was where Rosa was. Everyone else was touching the 40s. I just went "AHAHAHAHAH whoops I'll just continue... on... did that thing just give me 13000+ experience?" So um... I did a bit more grinding. Because the green dragons the eggs turned into... nnnng. Sexy experience. I'm overlevelled for Rubicante (PLEASE SAY I CAN SKIP HIM) and haven't even gone into the Elban Cave yet.
Oh yeah, Rosa knows Float. I'm no where near going back to the underworld to go fight Asura and the rest of the Eidolons. I usually have to grind right before going to the Feymarch (Land of the Summoned Monsters). And Rydia has all the -agas. Heheheheheheheheh.
But I still don't fucking want to fight Rubicante. He sucked in the SNES version, he sucked in every version after, and given that every enemy hits like a fucking Mack truck in this version, I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT HIM HE'LL SLAUGHTER ME LIKE THE POLITE ASSHOLE HE IS.